A friend said, "Something BIG is about to happen for you." He like many people equate BIG with success. I said, "Something big has already happened to me. I am free. I am at peace. I am not striving for anything. I wake up everyday and I have given myself the freedom to follow the Voice of Wisdom within me. I need nothing and I have everything." This is my honest resolve. I will be wherever Most High plans for me to be. Most High knows the plan and I will follow as led and ENJOY THE JOURNEY.
Sometimes I feel this judgment of big and small rips off the joy of now and what is. It's the ploy of the EGO because it invites your soul into a thought process of "not enough". The litany can go like this, "You are not enough." "They are better." "They don't think you are that hot." "I am missing something". This EGO jargon. A Course In Miracles speaks to this in essence it says the EGO's goal is for you to seek and not find.
I have been triggered for a minute now around that entire though process. Success is relative. I have lived in big homes and small ones. It isn't the size of the house, it's how I "feel" in the house that matters to me. When I lived in a big house I often got overwhelmed with the upkeep; even with a housekeeper.
When I am with certain colleagues this topic comes up, "How many members do you have? How many square feet is your building?" One of my ministerial friends allows this nonsense to make him feel "less than". He bought into the idea that big means better or it means success.
Big can mean a lot of things. It can mean that you have a lifestyle in which you are totally out of balance because you are always "striving" to meet "BIG" overhead. It can mean you have no time for family, friends or yourself because it'll all about maintaining "that image" and paying those bills.
Have you ever thought about the word "enough"? What's enough money?
This morning as I awakened I could hear the Voice of Wisdom say, "Remember WHAT you are. You are Spirit Shaheerah. Just for today just remind yourself of that. That means you are whole, complete and lacking nothing." Now, THAT'S BIG!